Louis I (The Pious) -- youngest son of Charlemagne; succeeded after eldest son was sent to a monastery and two other older brothers died.
Louis II (The Stammerer) -- outlived his father by only two years. Weakling.
Louis III -- ruled jointly with his brother Carloman, kicked some Viking ass, and then kicked the bucket.
Louis IV (Transmarinus) -- hid in England for a little while as a child. Married his rival's sister to gain possession of Lorraine.
Louis V (The Sluggard) -- last Carolingian king; ruled for only one year before dying at age 20. He was probably poisoned by his mom.
Louis VI (The Fat) -- spent most of his reign trying to keep greedy nobles in check. Died of dysentery.
Louis VII (The Younger) -- construction of Notre Dame began during his reign. Wife referred to him as a monk. Burned the town of Vitry to the ground, killing thousands who had taken refuge in a church. Had one son and a buttload of daughters by three different women.
Louis VIII (The Lion) -- Married at the age of twelve. Had nine kids. Kept Jews from providing usury services. Died of dysentery.
Louis IX (Saint Louis) -- Went on two crusades, both of which were utter failures. Captured by the Egyptians, and then ransomed. Died of dysentery. His body later disappeared during the French Wars of Religion. Only French monarch to be made a saint.
Louis X (The Stubborn) -- accused his first wife of adultery and had her imprisoned, which eventually killed her. Fought with nobles a lot. Died after a game of lawn tennis, probably from dehydration.
Louis XI (The Prudent or The Spider King) -- Had a lot of enemies, many of whom were named Charles (including his own father). Married an eight-year-old after his first wife died. Nobody really liked him that much.
Louis XII (Father of the People) -- married a disabled nine-year-old at the age of fourteen, but had the marriage annulled as soon as he was crowned, so he could marry his predecessor's widow. Reduced taxes, was popular. Then he died.
Louis XIII (The Just) -- was encouraged to masturbate in public when he was young. Had a meddlesome Mommy. Married at fourteen, but was most likely gay.
Louis XIV (The Sun King) -- ruled for 72 years. Ruled through three major wars and two minor conflicts. Had at least three mistresses during his first marriage. Had a morganatic second marriage. Prohibited every religious practice except for Roman Catholicism. Died of gangrene.
Louis XV (The Beloved) -- Survived a smallpox outbreak that killed his entire family. Was at one point engaged to a three-year-old first cousin from Spain, but then married a Polish princess. Was openly unfaithful to his wife. Was a big spender. Survived an assassination attempt later described by Voltaire as a “pinprick”. Died of small-pox, and had a funeral that was attended by only one courtier.
Louis XVI (The Last) -- Afflicted with Phimosis. Tried by the National Convention, found guilty of treason, and executed.
. Don't worry, Little Dude:
I was just having a bit of brainstorming, mixing fun today. It seems that I'm seeing new relationship status updates on Facebook everyday, to the tune of "So-and-so is now single"! All over the place -- people from ISU, people from Truman, et cetera... The mix is a bit of a hodge-podge; there's a little mayhem involved... but it's a mayhem with method, you see? I feel I've covered a broad range of break-up emotions, whether you're the dumper (sad) or the dumpee (sadder)! These feelings have been remarked upon in little notes I've made for each song, sort of to encapsulate all of the different nasty/good feelings surrounding break-ups. So, for all my lonely hearts, and all my free, independent spirits, Marion's Premium Break-Up Mix:
1. Roses - Outkast
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You're a stanky byatch and I wish you'd stop going around pretending you're all that, because, honestly, you're not that fine. And I hope you're trying to put on your make-up in the mirror and crash, crash, CRASH into a ditch. (Just playin')]
2. I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry - Al Green
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I'm so lonesome... uhm, well... Al Green's pretty good at explaining things in his titles, so whatev. Skip this one.]
3. Love Gone Wrong - Lauren Hoffman
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We're over! But I'm still attached! But it's over! But I still love you! But this is bad for me! But... I still love you... gah! I hate you!!]
4. This A Breakup Song - Jamie Radford
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I fucked up and threw away the best thing that ever happened to me. Shit.]
5. Another Woman - Moby
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You've been cheating on me, motherfucker... Or at least you want to! Motherfucker!]
6. L'Amour Perdu - Paul Cargnello
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So much uncertainty! So much doubt! Despair! Lies! Lost love!]
7. For Lovin' Me - Gordon Lightfoot
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Well, it's not my fault you love me... I'm going to go find some more bitches!]
8. Frank's Wild Years - Tom Waits
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Unhappily married. Arson. Yup.]
9. Tonight Was A Disaster - Casiotone For The Painfully Alone
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I was fine, and then I heard that one song... and... and... I just couldn't take it!]
10. Everybody's a Fool Sometimes - Kieran McMahon
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Life is so hard... Everybody has to be stupid. I'm stupid.]
11. Your Beauty Is A Knife I Turn On My Throat - Eagle*Seagull
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God, your existence is so goddamn painful. More doubt. I'm in love, but I'm so goddamn lonely. Worship and greed, baby.]
12. The Hurt - Cat Stevens
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Well, if you wouldn't have hurt me so bad, I'd still be naive enough to love someone like you... so, thanks!]
13. Bye Bye Love - Simon & Garfunkel
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Aw, I'm not good enough for you... You have to go and leave me for someone else! Tear!]
14. Free Fallin' - Tom Petty
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You're a good girl, but honestly... uhm... yeah, this just doesn't work for me... *tires screeching*]
15. Put Me Down - The Cranberries
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I love you, but you make me feel like horseshit, always proving me wrong and putting me down. I can't take this anymore!]
16. I Luv The Valley Oh - Xiu Xiu
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I can't stand your happiness. You're just trying to rub your good fortune in my face, so I hope I manage to break your fucking heart, mutherfucker. Feel the burn!]
17. Love Punch - The Chalets
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First line: "At first you were a dream, but now you're a nightmare!"]
18. I'm Lonely (But I Ain't That Lonely Yet) - The White Stripes
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Yeah, you think I'm going to give in to my shitty feelings, but you know what, I eat suffering for breakfast, so fuck you!]
In the past six or so years, I've had intimate experience with the emotions displayed in songs 1, 2, 3, 5, 9, 12, 13, 15, 16, 17, and 18. Has my varied experience taught me anything about how to avoid pain in relationships? Uh, obviously not. But, as I have often been assured, I'm young, and I have lots of love to give, and perhaps more of it to lose.
The mix probably needs a little work. The transitions are fine; the content leaves a lot to be desired. I actually gave all of my
best break-up music to Paige months ago, just because most of it was too painful to listen to habitually. I'll have to get most of it back to pad my mix with.
Zhora and Vtalik came over tonight to watch
The Gods Must Be Crazy 2. If any of you haven't seen the first movie and its sequel, both come highly recommended from me. The humor takes a little while to get used to, but once you do, it's funny as hell. Little Dude laughed his
balls off at certain parts, at least. Only one class tomorrow. Little Dude said that if he can get off work from his first job early, he'll take me out to eat somewhere nice. Sweet.
There's a poetry slam coming up soon -- on my birthday, actually. I'm going to be there, performing a little piece about nerd love -- Rob was kind enough to let me know when to show up to get a slot for the open mic. Maybe, someday, I'll have enough balls to actually compete in a slam! But, for now, I'll play it safe. Anyway, yes... Coffeehouse, 7:30, Tuesday. Be there or be rhomboid.
I'm planning to have a party this weekend at the Trailer Park. If anyone's going to be in town and interested in helping me celebrate my 20th, contact me for directions, and I'll be happy to have you along! Not sure what the events for the evening will be, although I can promise a pretty decent time for all. They have a pool table. It's all good.
Labels: mixes, movies, Vtalik, Zhora
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You Don't Even Have Good Credit!
It's been a couple of days since I last updated, so I figure it is time. As in, Lion King Rafiki
It Is Time, bitches.
Not really a lot of news to report. Teryn and I are taking a trendy new liquid vitamin supplement called
Vemma. It is seriously the shit, although it is a little bit expensive. I'm thinking of remarking on my stress-levels and physical well-being with every blog entry I make, just to track how good it is making me feel... because, damn, it seems to be doing its thang pretty well!
I actually think that a lot of college students, especially freshmen, who come from stable three-meals-a-day families feel a lot more stress at school just because they're neglecting their bodies. I'm not really one to talk much about this, since my eating habits are anything but healthy, but you'd be surprised what a little regular supplementation can do.
I got in a
mad tickle-fight with Zhora last night, and now my wrists hurt. Part of Little Dude's charm is that he can be ferociously child-like. Did you know that the Russian word for armpit, directly translated, means "under-mouse"? And that the Russian word for "porn movie" sounds conspicuously like the Russian word for armpit? Crazy stuff. I think he was just being goofy and affectionate with me because he upset me earlier by appearing to pick up a girl at Ride the Nine while hanging out with Vtalik and me... but, it turned out that she's just a friend of his. I had Vtalik drive me home because I didn't just want to sit around and sulk, but Zhora called as soon as I got in pretty much and asked to come over. At least I know now that I'm not just being used for sex -- he has to come to me for good tickles, too!
He said that if he doesn't have to work his second job today, he'll come over and nap with me for a little while... He really hasn't been getting enough sleep for these past couple weeks, and he actually makes really good conversation when he's drowsy. Weirdness.
Life is good!
Byaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Edit: What the H! I have this statcounter thing on my sidebar, and I check it periodically. I've got the settings refined enough so that I'm no longer getting indications that random people from Singapore somehow stumble onto this page; I pretty much can recognize every IP/location/visitor path as someone I know, as creepy as that may sound. But there's this ONE PERSON! The IP is 74-134-253-197, and the address shows up as localized somewhere around Louisville, Kentucky. This person visits my blog consistently -- usually around once or twice a day. I'm thinking that since the geo-tracker can be a bit messed up sometimes, that it's probably someone in Southern Illinois -- or someone down there in that direction. Craziness! Who are you, mystery visitor? Seriously!
Labels: school, Teryn, Zhora
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I Watch The L Word On Showtime... BYAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Feeling good this morning, although I have a test in human sexuality later which I haven't studied for, and a class in an hour that I haven't attended in, like, a week, and am thinking of skipping yet again. Probably shouldn't, though.
Last night was lovely. Little Dude took me out to Steak 'N Shake, where we discussed an assload of stuff... At one point, he was telling me about archaic Russian greetings, and about how much easier it would be for him to read women if they came back in vogue. Later on, we started talking about his perceived understanding that American women don't like forward men, and then he gave me a chaste little kiss good-night... At which point, he informed me of his desire to
stay the night. Heh.
Ugh, I'm definitely going to skip that class again, I just know it. All right -- as of next week, no more skipping Creative Writing for me, no matter how dire the circumstances. I can't afford to fail an English class, no siree bob.
Do you ever get the urge to just give up on your current longterm plans? Like, not necessarily letting a dream die -- just taking a good, long look at what you've been planning to do with your life in the next five or ten years and saying, "Fuck it. Time for Plan B." And I don't just mean when you've fucked up and realized you might be pregnant, either (if that's the case, I should inform you that you'll need a prescription from your physician for Plan B until 2007 -- sorry!).
Seriously, though, part of me just wants to drop out, get a low-paying job -- maybe I could host again, or even serve. Maybe I could work at Subway, or at a Wal-Mart. There's just something so alluring about not having to worry about work outside the context of work, whereas school-related worries permeate my entire existence at this point. Honestly, it can't be that difficult to just
live. I can get a job, get a small place, get a shitty little car... These are all things that I kind of actually
want over the doubtful promise of financial security looming a decade or so in the future.
But will I feel like a sell-out? Will I find myself in an environment wherein I constantly feel surrounded by idiots and come to hate myself for IQ-based prejudices that I might not be able to help, having been the proud first human production of a couple of high-achieving college graduates?
Ech, I don't really know what's going on with my head lately. I'm so completely complacent in regard to school at the moment, that I consider having had a number of orgasms last night to be good and fine studying for my first Human Sexuality exam. Yes, I know the advantages and drawbacks of the missionary position; yes, I understand the societal pressures telling me that sex isn't good unless I work to achieve orgasm in both myself and my partner, preferably simultaneously; yes, I understand the male and female cycles of arousal. For some reason, I also know that most people begin fondling their genitals for pleasure as early as infancy! Right now, though, the knowledge that seems most important is that I'm wrapped up in a blanket that smells like cologne and erect penis, which means it's time to spend $3.00 of my hard-earned summer money to make it smell like artificial spring again.
Zhora and I almost went to Hooters last night, but it was closed. I would say that I agreed to go purely out of morbid curiosity, having never been before, but honestly, I wouldn't have minded seeing some nice perky tatas in some cute little shirts, or some nice perky butts in some cute little shorts. Does this make me somewhat chauvenistic? I sure sound like a narrrsty old letch. It's just that, when I'm looking for good company, I look for good company; sometimes I just want to see some great T&A, you know? Zhora has no butt; it makes me value more the time in my personal history during which I had a nice, plump one to nap on. Le Sigh.
Since Zhora and I ended up at Steak 'N Shake last night instead of Hooters, I contented myself by flirting outrageously with our waitress -- a shapely, accentless Indian girl who called me variations of "honey", "sweetheart", and "ma'am" for the hour Zhora and I loitered around with our meager food orders. I certainly wasn't putting on a show for him by any means, but I was at least satisfied that he didn't seem to mind my eyes taking in some demurely clothed, small and meaty breasts. Made me hungry enough to devour a Crisco melt!
This post is brought to you by
This Dave Chappelle Skit!
Labels: Dave Chappelle, school, Zhora
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See, Roses Really Smell Like Poo-Poo-Poo...
The past two nights have been a bit of the same-old, same-old routine. The night before last, I ended up at Zhora's watching him and Vtalik try to fix a belt tensioner pulley that had snapped off during Little Dude's delivery work (that poor BMW), and then we watched V for Vendetta and visited with Zhora's roommates Igor and Oxana. I've decided that they're both really cool. Oxana is incredibly bright and attentive, and Igor is very talkative and personable. He wanted to hear all about my time in Germany and discuss my classes with me, and tell me all about his unorthodox upbringing in Russia. Very cool.
Last night, Vtalik, Zhora, and I played pool at Ride the Nine for the first time in what feels like a long while, but has probably only been about two weeks. I actually held my own this time! In fact, I beat Zhora at nine-ball three times, even though he kept trying to smack my butt with his cue every time I took a shot, silly guy. He also seemed pretty interested in playing with my hair last night, which was a little strange, because I'm not used to someone's fingers sliding through my thick, glossy mane in public. Something about it just seems a little too... Hmm, I don't want to say erotic, because that's taking it too far, but intimate at least -- for a public setting, that is. I'm not going to pretend I didn't enjoy it, even though he messed up my ponytail something awful.
Tonight, I'm heading to a poetry slam at the Coffeehouse with Teryn and Alyssa. I got invited by my new friend Rob... This reminds me that I have to finish burning a mix CD for him and downloading some of the music he was telling me about so that we can talk about it at some point. I always love discussing music that my friends are passionate about; it makes it a lot easier for me to like a lot of different things, and I tend to pride myself on having a rather broad musical taste (although I would hardly call it indiscriminate).
Other than that, not much is going on. Kerry just stopped in for about an hour to say hello; it's the first time Teryn and I have seen her all semester! Hopefully, we will see more of her soon. She invited us to see a gallery opening at Wesleyan tonight, but unfortunately we already have the Coffeehouse plans... but I'm sure we'll get out and do something cool sometime soon!
I continue to get extremely weird, semi-vicious comments on Facebook from Kiri, but I think it's just because she's going through a hard time right now and needs someone she doesn't really care about to lash out on. That'll teach me to make snide comments about StalkerBook's ability to give me somewhat personal relationship information about people I haven't really interacted with in a good number of months!
CHARLIE MURPHY!!!
Labels: Alyssa, Kerry, Kiri, Teryn, Vtalik, Zhora
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I Was Born To Spit It Til You Git It and Express Myself
It must be getting pretty close to the full moon round hurr. I had a beautiful and eventful day yesterday. Teryn and I spent a lot of time at the Coffeehouse earlier in the day. We met a cool guitar-player named Rob who has traveled around Mississippi and likes to finger-pick the blues. He had a lot of nice things to say to us. We exchanged phone numbers and I'm in the process of organizing a few mix CDs for him.
Teryn and I went to both the
Transpace gallery and the University Gallery opening. We saw some beautiful pieces by one Fay Lee at the latter opening -- they were done on lots of grid paper. The pieces were kind of like massive, complex tapestry-esque connect-the-dots... and when Teryn and I got close to look at the work, we noticed that it had all been done free-hand! We were astonished! At the Transpace gallery, we saw a very cool photo series about furniture in very regional, rustic landscapes by a photographer named
Jacob DeGeal. Both Teryn and I especially liked the unsanded table sitting in a dormant corn field, although the larger print we saw of the picture that is currently his myspace profile image is also very cool. Furniture in nature: Totally sweet.
We were going to head to the Olivia Newton John Wayne Newton show, but we met Phil on the way, and we hadn't been that excited to donate to a "benefit" concert that was all about sending the lead singer's crush away to LA. Lame! So, instead of going to the Coffeehouse for a second time, we came back up to the room to hang out with Philtron. I drew a picture of two flowers having sex, flower-style, and Phil came up with a haiku for it. The haiku goes like this:
Flowers having sex
Quite indiscriminately:
Watch as they get off!I also attempted to do a semi-accurate rendering of Phil's sarcastic right eye, but it didn't really work out too well, because I'm not an artist. But I
am happy to have a sketchbook, though. I bought it at the Alamo II yesterday with Teryn.
Full moon related behavior included but was not limited to Chrissy deciding one day after she was thinking of breaking up with her boyfriend that she is now going to perhaps marry him for his green card (but next summer would be the earliest it would happen, donchaknow). I had myself a little freak-out, just because I'm so against the idea of marriage in general, but especially for people my age or younger, and especially for reasons that don't take into account the emotional and financial costs of marriage and divorce. Marriage is an outdated and over-socialized originally religious farce, in my opinion. I personally will never marry, and although Chrissy agrees with a lot of my views on marriage, she thinks that exploiting it doesn't make a difference. Because, you know, using a social construct that you don't believe in for your own twisted purposes, thereby corrupting it even more than it already is... Since when is there anything wrong with that?
Alyssa needs to call that child and have a little chat with her, methinks.
Speaking of Alyssa, she came over last night. Her and I flew the coup and went to Chad's to hang out. Amanda ended up whupping Chad's ASS in a Halo 2 tournament. It was a good thing to witness. I got to see Michael as well, although Lunch Box was suspiciously absent. Amanda was wearing a very interesting and gorgeous shirt. She's so svelte that even a potato sack would look good on her, though.
Tonight, I'm going over to Alyssa's house to help her babysit her brother and his little friends. We are going to go on a sunset picnic. It'll be sweet as hell.
Little Dude and I have to return some DVDs in the next couple days. I keep wondering how long it's going to take him to request that we rent "Blast from the Past" again. Seriously, he almost pees every time he even thinks about that movie for too long.
Late last night was pretty cool. Alyssa left after watching a very cool movie called
Kinky Boots with Teryn and myself, then Teryn and I stayed up late. We were both a little tired, so we got a little delirious, and we made fun of each other, because I was trying to hold a conversation with her and have a few online at the same time, and things got a bit confusing and funny. I had a very decent sleep, and I'm full with tasty waffle.
Hurray, weekend!
Labels: Alyssa, art, Chrissy, Philtron, Rob, Teryn, Zhora
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Fortified With These Essential Vitamins
Yesterday was a bit topsy-turvy. Teryn is engaged in an epic battle of heroic scale against her parents -- regarding a certain Chicago issue. Well, actually, that's a bit of a stretch. I think she's just a little disappointed that she isn't allowed to go, and yet she somehow still manages to understand where her parents are coming from. My opinion? Teryn's parents don't know how good they have it, and restricting her at this point just seems... well... pointless.
Anyway.
Saw Zhora again last night, albeit only briefly. He drove me to Vtalik's to give him the CDs I made for him. Vtalik was very pleased. Zhora gave me some garlic bread. We sat and talked and smoked for about ten minutes, and Zhora told me about this one time, during the full moon, when he sleep-walked.
On the way back, he asked me if I was sad. I said that I wasn't, which is true, but he didn't seem very convinced. He said, "You look sad."
How unnerving. Since when does Little Dude concern himself with the way I feel? Just short weeks ago, he let me cry for ninety miles without uttering so much as a word of comfort, and now, all of a sudden, he's wondering if I'm 'sad'? Crazy kid.
I woke up to a gigantic mea culpa on Facebook this morning. Sucks to be the founder of that thing right now, I'll tell you. I have to say, though, that I agree at least partially with the masses. Of course, there are some things that Facebook is useful for, like alerting me to my ex's recent relationship status change. But I really don't need to know that Mike Brown just removed "Family Guy" from his favorite TV shows, you know? If Facebook wants to turn itself into the greatest, biggest gossip tool ever, then it needs to limit its feed to relevant fields. I want to see messages like, "Liesl Pereira totally just denied a friendship request from Marion!". See, that's juicy... although it didn't happen; I'm actually quite happily bonded through Facebook with young Liesl.
Hopefully, Facebook gets the point now. It's not that I'm not interested in invading my growing network's privacy and finding out about all the juicy stuff going on in their lives... Because, dude... Totally saves time! There are just some things that nobody in their right mind gives a damn about.
Labels: Chicago, Facebook, Teryn, Vtalik, Zhora
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This Sentence Will Ruin Your Life!
I had a very relaxing night. As it turned out, Zhora didn't really want to fix anything on his car, but he
did want my help with picking out a receiver for it. He ended up reluctantly opting for a Dual; I'm not sure if I approve, but it does look pretty pimp.
We had a bit of fun joy-riding around between the dorms, Vtalik's shop, and Phil's house. Phil still owes me money, and I'm starting to worry, since he said he'd have it Tuesday, and he hasn't called... He wasn't there and he wasn't answering his phone when Zhora and I went over last night. We hung out with his roommate for a few minutes and watched MythBusters.
He dropped me off after taking me to Vtalik's shop again to retrieve his jacket and my bag, both of which I had forgotten. Ah, that reminds me! Good quotes:
Marion: Man, I'm so forgetful. Sorry about that.
Zhora: Don't worry about it. I'm forgive-ful.
My responsibility today is to make Vtalik a gigantic mp3 cd for his listening pleasure. He's got to head to Chicago this weekend for class, so he needs it soon.
You know what rocks?
The Fourth Amendment.
Labels: Fourth Amendment, Phil, Vtalik, Zhora
[posted by m*dot @ 10:41 //
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And I said, "George, you're dumb."
And he said, "I know. Why do you think I make so much money? I wanna do a record that'll make number one."
I found the contractual obligation album that Van Morrison did in the sixties on the internet today, via a link sent to me by my dad. There's some pretty funny shit on there. My favorite track (out of 31!) is "Dum-dum George".
About to head over to Zhora's in a few to help him fix his car (?!?!?!). That's right. It's Marion, the Handy-WOman. He's at Wal-mart right now, trying to figure his shit out.
My day was invigorating and lazy at the same time. I actually made it to all of my classes (although I have one late homework assignment), but I finished nine different types of poetry (including the 39-line sestina form) this morning before class. None of them are very good, but I'll post one here for your
mocking pleasure:
CIGARETTE RONDEAU
Escape is here, burning delight!
The filter: orange, the rest: white.
My lungs expand to take you in.
A smile breaks out from deep within.
I'll shake the match, watch you ignite.
I'd tossed and turned throughout the night
My veins were starved, my chest was tight:
Insanity's near, I give in...
Escape is here!
My father's voice: "This isn't right;
A dirty habit, not polite."
My mother's voice: "This is a sin.
One cancer stick can do you in!"
Then put it on my burial site:
Escape is here!
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... How'd you get so strong?
I had a half-way eventful night. Alyssa came over shortly before ten, and then we picked up Phil on our way over to Chad's. I'm not sure if Phil liked Chad and Amanda or not, but I tried to make him as comfortable as possible there. It wasn't too difficult.
After that, Alyssa dropped Phil and I off at his place. We watched part of Adaptation before Zhora got there (he was at the bodyshop, as there was something wrong with his breaks), and then we switched to the Ali G movie, which was enjoyed immensely for its in-the-moment funniness. Zhora drove me home and stayed the night. We tried to watch Adaptation but only got about a third of the way through before Zhora started falling asleep.
This morning we both woke up feeling gritty and a bit dirty and smelly. I probably should have offered to get him some breakfast, but I seriously need a shower before I go
anywhere that isn't necessary to my
survival convenience.
Today, I have a lot of homework to do, especially for my Creative Writing class -- my poetry unit is due on Wednesday, and I really have to work on filling my journal up as well. And there are some bills that need to be paid, some credit cards that are asking to be chopped to shit, and cigarettes that need purchasing. Perhaps I will post a few of my poetic endeavors later on today, but be warned: they will all be terrible; poetry isn't my
thang, if you get my drift. Most of the forms we're working on will leave me too focused on structure and repetition to do any important journeying into the unknown. Zhora has to work again tonight, so I'm not sure I'm going to see him again before tomorrow... This, I suppose, is fine. I certainly look my worst right now, and he's been spending perhaps too much time with me lately. I'm sure he's a little bored of this old gal by now.
Teryn still hasn't returned... I'm a little bit worried, but I assume she's at her house doing her hair or engaging in some equally perplexing and time-consuming activity.
Addendum: No wonder the world feels so strange today. I just found out that Steve Irwin is dead as a result of a nasty encounter with a stingray. This man was a
fixture of my childhood and early teenage years, and I
still can't stop watching if I happen to find him whilst channel-flipping... I've seen way too many specials that include footage of his wife and his kids and his dog. Jeez. He'll be missed.
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I came across some very interesting people tonight who looked like they were doing something akin to jousting on the quad. One of my primary thoughts is that it may seem a little strange to some people to do this, but the people I met were friendly and eager to share and explain what they were doing; I even got to fight a little with one guy named Tim. Since I'm not involved in anything on campus, I might think about joining this group, although I am not a very physically strong person and I don't know anyone (so far) who seems to be involved with this. Tim said that I am very aggressive and that this is good! Hopefully, he was not just making fun of me.
The people are part of a national group called
Belegarth, which is a "live-action battlegame organization devoted to simulating Dark Age and medieval combat". A little weird, but hey, I am a little weird, and I need a new activity to get into. Why not a little fighting and camping and general old-style merry-making?
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I feel like
this painting.
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It Was For Freedom From Myself and From the Land
The craziness continues, mostly due to my own stupidity. I've waited a little too long to refill my prescription, so I'm starting to feel a little wonky, but I finally called it in and will be able to pick it up at four today. I'm expecting a call back from the patient advisory nurse from Carle Clinic to resolve yet another result of my personal health-related stupidity... I'm not sure if I feel like going into that, though, since this is of course a public forum, and I'm not sure that my parents don't read this shit.
Zhora came over again last night, instead of going to a strip club with his friend Phil. That made me kind of happy. I don't understand how Little Dude is still functioning; he's got two jobs now that he's been working all week: his first goes from nine to five, and then I think he has about an hour to go home and change before his pizza delivery job starts, and that went until after eleven o'clock last night. And then he stayed with me until 3am, knowing he would have to get up this morning, at least to drive Vtalik to Collision Revision. The good news is that he made over $100 at his delivery job alone last night. He was so delirious from exhaustion last night that he couldn't stop giggling at very random things, and was messing up with his English much more than usual. He has a very cute snort-giggle that I never noticed before.
I'm thinking of making him a little scrapbook to take to Latvia when he visits, whenever that's going to be. Teryn has agreed to help me with it, if only so that it seems more like a cutesie friend thing than an OMFGTAKINGRELATIONSHIPTOOSERIOUSLYAGAIN thing that will freak him out. He's said that he doesn't like getting presents, but fuck that.
Still haven't seen Vtalik since our little dress-up silliness, and I'm starting to worry that he is concerned that Chrissy will be angry with him if he keeps hanging out with Teryn and myself. Chrissy has said to me that it will piss her off more if I don't hang out with him, because she doesn't want me thinking that she's as jealous and possessive as her recent freak-out might suggest. Enh, it's probably something I shouldn't even worry about.
My plans with Alyssa fell through again last night. Poor girl seems to be having a little trouble at home, and I feel for her. Hopefully, a good night's sleep did her some good. I have heard tell that she doesn't sleep enough, and that worries me.
Teryn is exhausted today. I slept in until after 1pm, so I'm fine, but she got up early to do a photoshoot for Andrea's family and is currently completely passed out on her bed. Poor thing.
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Tonight was great. The showcase went well, and, although I skipped out on the party, the rest of my night was very decent.
Zhora was SO RANDY tonight. Seriously. I had to be all like, "GEORGJIS!!" and pin his hands up by his head so he wouldn't, you know, put them bad places with my SLEEPING ROOMMATE three feet away. It's probably because Teryn did my hair, and it looked nice.
Tee hee.
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